what perfection!
so my boy took me for a weekend away to a surprise location, it turned out to be phillip island!
I definitely did not guess that, and i was so happy with it!!
We saw cute little penguins, went to the Nobbies, got caught in terrible weather, we camped and we motelled! We cuddled and chatted, we laughed and had fun. We walked along the beach, in the rain haha, and we cooked and we spa-ed and we watched Glee!
It was just perfect. We didn’t feel like we had to do things to fill in the time, we were happy just to be together and to be loving each other.
It made me feel more confident about going away for 2 months from him. I think I just overcame some of my insecurities. I know he’s always going to be there for me, I know he’d never do anything to hurt me, I know he loves me and I know he wants to be with me.
I’m still absolutely terrified about it all, scared, upset, everything. We can do it though, we have to do it to prove to ourselves that we are strong and when we are back in each others arms we will only be stronger.
I have no doubt there will be many many tears, and that the time will go really slowly, but the time will pass no less, and if I didn’t do this for myself then I’d regret it in the future.
I also felt like he was talking about us in a more long-term way, like, a way that thought about the future, and a future with me in it.
Maybe I read too much into it, I dont know, but I really love him and knowing that he might be thinking really really long term makes me feel a lot better about going away.
2 months seems like a lot in comparison to how long we’ve been together so far, but to know that it won’t seem so much when we’re still together in the future really, really makes me feel better about it.
I love him, love Skismet xxo
